Dear God,

I know I don't act as a good daughter all the time, I know I fail with you every night when I fall asleep during my praying, and I know it is not a good thing. That's the reason why I decided to write today, it is not easier but at least I'll be awake until the end. At first I would like to thank you, for everything, even the bad things. I thank you when something good happens, as my meeting with my teacher today, I thank you for being alive, for my family being alive, for all my friends being ok. And I also thank you for the bad things, as people who don't know how to respect others, the bus that didin't came, my boyfriend that annoyed me a lot, and my sister who is not a real sister. Everything I want to thank you, because the bad things make me unhappy, but the good ones give me strength to keep on walking.

I want to ask you dear Lord, to protect my family, my friends, and everyone else from bad things. I ask you to guide and to welcome Marilia's boyfriend, to protect and to give strength and faith to his family and friends that suffer a lot with his goodbye. I also ask you God, to keep Senizia's husband with health, help him to be safe. I ask you God to protect all people who are in hospital, I don't know how desperating it is to have someone I love in hospital but I can imagine the pain and sorrow, the worries and everything. I ask you to make the world a better place, cause I can't stand it anymore. I feel tired of seeing innocent people dying while the bad ones are still alive, scaring me, scaring the ones who are fair. I feel tired, all the time, tired of everything, but I hope it can change one day, I believe you can do the difference in the world. 

Give me peace God, give me faith, give me stimulus to follow my way, to keep on doing, to keep on believing, to keep on trying, to hold on all difficulties life put in my way. 

Thanks for hear me.

Amen

Dear God,
Today I did a lot of good things. At first, I woke up with the voice of my mother, and the best smell of coffee. After that, I went to a meeting with my friends from Dynamics group at Sheyla's house. It was great to be there with them, to rehearsal our play for tomorrows meeting. We also did a divine lemon mousse, played image and action and after the guys had gone I stayed to help her with some painting stuff. When I arrived home, I had lunch, and I slept for a while, good dreams. ;) 
In the afternoon I cooked the dinner, which was pasta with potatoes cream and a delicious meat. My boyfriend arrived and we watched Letters to God again, while the dinner was baking.  My evening was all good Lord, and I thank you for that. My day today was sort of a gift. And all I want to ask you today is to bless all my friends and family specially my mother, who is sick, and that special friend (you know who) that need to forget that guy. I also wants to ask you to be with me all the time , to keep my friends calm, and to help us to show your face at the Crisma's meeting tomorrow. We need faith, love, patience and strength. That's it for today. 
Thank you for everything again.
Amen

Dear God,

Today I watched a movie called "Letters to God". It is about a little boy with cancer that inspired people around him to believe you, to have faith in you, by writing letters for you. I got inspired too, maybe you can listen to me when I write...

I don't know how to begin, at first I want to thank you for one more day alive, thank you for giving me one more chance to see how beautiful life is... 

How can I thank you lord, for giving me the best parents ever? They are the most important people in this world for me, they are my reason to keep on trying, to keep on believing, so I just have to thank you for putting me in this family, that is not all perfect but is the best for me... I always ask you to protect all my family and friends, to guide them and to keep them away from bad things, and Lord, I love them very very much, although I can't show it all the time. I wish they could know how important they are to me... 

Sorry if I'm not perfect, I know I do lots of wrong things and I feel bad for it. Sorry if sometimes I want to give up on you, and live life all wrong. I try to do the best, but I know I don't try all possibilities to get it right...

Oh Lord, help me to be a better person, to love my enemies, to forgive the ones who humiliate me. Help me to do a good work in the Church, guide me to be a good example to those young children. I need you, and sometimes I just run away from you, and I don't know why, maybe because I'm ashamed of all mistakes I made and you know everything...

Oh Lord, you know how I feel, you know how much I care, and you know how much I love my family, friends, boyfriend and so on. You know that, even with all bad things she does, I also love my sister, and I would like to forgive her for everything she's done to me recently. Today I'm not able to say "I forgive you" but one day I will, maybe time is the medicine I need to forget and forgive some people and their mistakes towards me. 

Today, I just want to feel as an empty glass, waiting to be fullfilled with love, hope and faith...

Thank you Lord, for being the best friend ever, and for loving me being wrong or right... 

Amen